Teacher’s hidden thoughts shhhhh

I knew since the age of ten I wanted to be a teacher. But I didn’t know what kind of teacher. I didn’t know I had to choose a subject to teach until college. I just thought teachers just stood in front of the classroom and taught from the book. It’s more than that. Teachers have to take the Praxis and basically go to school all year round to keep up with technology.  I think I want to teach special need students but then that fear of me being able to handle inclusion class creeps up. Then my mind switches up and wants to teach language arts but i remember my grammar, mechanics, and spelling is not up to part. I wan to teach so bad and better myself but what if  I can’t complete the challenge.